Volunteer #8 - H

Sun: Cancer

Moon: Piseces

Rising: Leo

I consider myself to be in the alternative group, i dont express it as much as I'd like to due to where i live being very conservative and small i stand out anyway. I work in a group of people where im the biggest and the only alt person as well as in my friend group from school so my version has always been more toned down. If and WHEN i move to a city I know I'd expand on it and feel more comfy being and dressing the way i want to. I also feel I can't be the way i want to be as im plus size and poorer than most, so finding the clothes and the music and being able to explore styles is a lot harder to do than it could be. I was about 12/13 when i first discovered rock/metal music with my friends at the time and slowly learned to adore it and created my style from there. I dyed my hair a bright red aged 14, 10 years later I'm still red! Finding online communities on IG and Tumblr back then really helped me explore and work out who i was and where i belonged and finally felt like i could fit in somewhere as i never had before. It's taken a long time but i think I've finally found a good community of alt people that inspire and help each other grow! (that be you guys too).

My favourite lyrics probably would be from In Bloom by Neck Deep "stop digging it up or we're never gonna see it all in bloom". Just really like the idea of it being 'just let it be and things will work themselves out and will be better off'. Album I'm really not sure of and same for quote really!!! how's that???